Well from what the title says, I'm moving. I've lived in my house all my life and it's really sad to think I'll be moving. I have never moved in my life so it'll be strange. My mom says we have to "suffer" in a small house for about a year. She wants to move closer to her work. I don't want to move but I suppose it's for the best. I'm going to formal tonight. I don't know why I'm going. I invited my friend Morgan but she doesn't want to go anymore because she says she will be the ugliest one there. I don't understand her at all. I don't really want to go anymore but I already bought the ticket and a dress so I should go. I hope I'm not alone. That would be horrible, wouldn't it?
I'm on my phone blogging! Strange. Well, I'm currently at Morgan's house and it sucks. I was going to be home alone if I stayed at home so I came over. I hate being at home alone because it's just so..lonely. But here now, it's more lonely than it was at home. She's barely talking to me and is just on her phone. She is being rude too. I want to go home. I hope my mom picks me up early tomorrow. I want to spend time with her. We've been getting along lately, I hope it last. I just want to get this night over with.
Today was not as fun as I thought it would be. I was really excited because my friend Morgan and me were going to go see our friends Matt and Gio who I haven't seen in nearly a year! I was excited, really excited. And not just because I've had a crush on Matt for who knows how long now. I don't even know why I like him he is so so I DUNNO. But he isn't as cool as he used to be I guess. When we got there all he said was "Hi" and then left. It was a disappointment but I guess it was better than nothing. Our friendship is sort of weird between us all so it'd be hard to explain it all. Once he left it was just me, Gio, and Morgan. I should inform you all that Morgan and Gio are dating so...YEAH. It instantly made me a third wheel. We did fun stuff sort of..? We just walked around the neighborhood talking. It would be so weird for me when they'd start kissing. I tried to ignore it because they see each other every one and awhile but, it got worst. The day was ending and Morgan and me were going to leave in an hour or so. I sat down on a bench and they started making out behind me! The whole hour. I just sat there awkwardly trying to do anything but pay attention to them. It was the worst. Morgan wants me to move in with her but Gio would move in with her too. I DO NOT want to move in with her if I'm always going to be the third wheel. I'd rather live alone. I know she really wants me to move in with her but I can't handle that all the time. I told her that my first dream of the year was of me being a third wheel! (Which it was) In the dream they started making out on the couch and I got annoyed and just left. A few days after that dream I read that there was this Chinese myth that the first dream of the year will come true. IT DID. It came true. I told Morgan I didn't want to become a third wheel and she said she wouldn't let that happen. Pfft what a lie. I don't want to become someone who is just hovering there. I hope things lighten up.
So this is a blog. Cool. I've always wanted to start one of these and now I can. I guess I'll just post and update when I can. So how about starting today? I'll do that in a next post I guess. Okay here I go-
Previous PostsMoving, posted January 26th, 2013
Sort of lonely, posted January 19th, 2013
Third Wheel, posted January 17th, 2013
New, posted January 17th, 2013
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